Purpose

Really searching for purpose in life. Garrett and I had a good chat tonight about our relationship. He kindly brought up to me that he doesn't feel like I give as much to it as he does. Not that he gives to get something in return, but if I'm trying to show love he doesn't want to miss it. I sat there with no defense, for I've been selfish in our marriage. Just not able to see much past my own circumstances. I've been feeling pretty overwhelmed with life in general for me, and it doesn't leave much energy for him. Something's got to give. We even threw around the thought of me possibly not keeping a job, at least not a full time one, for much longer. I want to focus on my relationship with him, building a solid foundation and home, before really bringing in kids to the world. I just feel like at this point in life that is so much more important that career choices and trying to "succeed" by any sort of standards the world seems to place on me. Or I even place on myself. Anyways, good discussion. It's always great to connect with G and just hear from his heart. He's a good man.